[attr="class","yell"]

HELLO! HOW ARE YOU?

WHEN CAN I BEGIN TO LIVE AND LEARN TO LET IT GO?

her name is yellow. but her color is 40826c.

hello! i pulled the window up and looked into the sky to say: how are you? alone between these walls, theres no one but me. morning! and you hear that the daylight is covered up with pouring rain. tic toc. would someone please come by and wind me up today? one, two, three, four - la la la la la la la la la la! la la la la la la la la! la la la la la la la la la la la! la la la la la la la la la la! hello! i know from old cartoons characters like that exist. how are you beloved by everyone while i am here so out of place? sleeping! no matter what my heart will tell me, i've got to come back to today. crying, so i can raise my hand wipe my tears away. woah. "whatever" is the mantra that i live for, and though i didn't understand you when you said that i was floored. whoops - i'm sorry, but we're through. i've got no expectations of you. though, i admit, i feel the same way 'cause nothing else is working, i can barely make it day to day. so what made you think it would be alright to say? fumbling, stuttering the words that i still fight to say. fantasy, reality i hide from every day. once again, i couldn't talk - another set of words i've lost. i'm stumbling through everything, trying to live my life! tell me why you run away and keep it all inside. tell me, are you just afraid of letting free your mind? tell me if you don't want anybody to meet you - tell me, is that the truth? so deep inside the waters of the ocean called indifference, the pain is filling up my lungs, and i can barely breath! and in the end, i have the urge to hear a person speak. i am so very weak! ah! ah, oh, oh.

i settle into pain as if i'm moving onto nothing. my head is feeling heavy, and my heart is slowly sinking. could there be a reason now for me to go and settle down? sorry, sorry - i know that it's selfish. i'm sure that i can do it. i'll simply muscle through it, so, with that said, would you please let me on my way? a happy face or growing pains, it doesn't ever really seem to change. the sun will glow and brush my soul for better or for worse! if i try my very best and there is nothing of me left, what good could expect to do? what do you want from me? tell me, why is it you're feeling so defeated? tell me, do you really want to be completed? tell me, who was it that let your hand fall to your side? tell me: can you decide? if my life is really going to end before i know, then when can i begin to live and learn to let it go? i'm slowly coming to my limit, so where's my pay for staying living this way? oh, yeah!

thank you! i really want to thank you for all you've done. thank you! i really want to thank you for all you've done. thank you! and even if i can only say this once, despite whatever's going on inside of me, i'm trying, so i really need to open and up and thank you, woah! tell me why you run away and keep it all inside. tell me, are you just afraid of letting free your mind? tell me, 'cause i promise that i'll take you seriously, so just come talk to me. every little bit of what you're feeling: let it go, 'cause if you keep it locked away, then i can never know. all the thoughts inside your head, i wanna hear every one. let your heart come undone! hello! how are you?

[attr="class","yell1"]0000 words ● Pharaoh Leap ● bunch of dumb notes here, i guess. let's see how long of notes i have to wite before it skips lines.